Shannon's daughter Anna died on Dec. 9, 2023 at age 29 from stage 4 adrenal carcinoma

Anna died on Dec. 9, 2023 at age 29 from stage 4 adrenal carcinoma, and shares daughter Kylee with ex-husband Michael Cardwell

Mama June Shannon tells PEOPLE how her family keeps Anna "Chickadee" Cardwell close after her 2023 death: "If we're driving somewhere, she goes with us"

""I don't want to be here anymore," the reality star tells PEOPLE in an emotional interview. "It's just a mental and emotional f--- for everybody,"

Anna Cardwell died on Dec. 9, 2023, after being diagnosed with stage four adrenal carcinoma in January of that year

Anna "Chickadee" Cardwell's mother, June Shannon, tells PEOPLE exclusively about how she is feeling surrounding the first anniversary of her daughter's death

On Dec. 9, 2023, Cardwell died after being diagnosed with stage four adrenal carcinoma in January of that year